My boyfriend takes me on a trip. It's way out I. The middle of no where and when we get there, I see women and people being torchered and a lady being sexually asulted and theres people everywhere. I'm told it's my fault she is being hurt. Throught my dream I am constantly trying to escape. And each time I fail is because I'm killed. I remember each attempt, but my boyfriend and captors dont. It's like a reset button when I die. I'm the obly one who remembers when I come back. After what finally seems a lifetime, I finally escape down this narrow bamboo lined passageway down the hill on a skateboard type of thing and then I wake up.
Dreams can be complex and have multiple layers of symbolism. In this dream, the trip that your boyfriend takes you on may symbolize a journey or experience in your waking life. The middle of nowhere setting and the disturbing scenes you witness could represent feelings of being lost, overwhelmed, or in a situation where you feel helpless or in danger.
The fact that you feel like it's your fault that the lady is being hurt may suggest feelings of guilt or responsibility for circumstances beyond your control. This could reflect a sense of inner conflict or self-blame you may be experiencing in real life.
The repeated attempts to escape but being killed each time may indicate feelings of being trapped or unable to break free from a difficult situation or relationship. Your boyfriend and captors not remembering each attempt but you remembering suggests a sense of isolation or being alone in your struggles.
The final escape down the bamboo-lined passageway on a skateboard could symbolize finding a creative or unexpected way to break free from the challenges you are facing. This could suggest a need to find a new perspective or approach in order to move forward in a positive direction.
Overall, this dream may be reflecting feelings of being trapped, overwhelmed, and struggling to break free from a difficult situation. It may be a sign to confront and address these challenges in your waking life in order to find a sense of freedom and resolution.